radio silence
while the masses murmur
there is disconnect!
we block, and it is futile
it's not my name in black font urging you
it's not a pixellated smile spicing your
open spaces
that compels your memory
we can't block dreams
my Captain!
and in dreams i see your golden eyes!
how am i under your skin still
how can you explain why
even in the shadow of your dark star
you still feel
the warmth of my sun
one dear sweet licorice strong and dark force
into which you spiral
a constant compact death
granting you security in our electromagnetic state
she is your well
and me that
dispersing
pervasive
light
from which you cannot hide
i wish my love for you were shelter!
i wish i were fusion
could collapse
in mass
and you could hold the
fantastic weight of me in your
cupped and loving hands
i wish i did not blind your golden sight
or sear your heart and make you
turn away
yet still you turn away!
you in your universe, why the need to
fly
we share this ether even she and
yes, i
one year, dear Captain
you gave me a present
and it was your heart, the shape
still hums right here
where you left it
and all i could give you
truly
was your freedom
in return
we had to meet in the
all of things
the destiny
and we had to twine
helix-like in time
bound forever by loving forces
in a sacred
universe
love your dark star
and love me too for being
one
and for being
an eternal part of
everything
we'll
never comprehend.
© Madia ~ September 24, 2011
